A Disguise : I Have Moved On

I saw a new bunch and a picture of only yours stuck in my mind.

As if you were the only destination left in my life to reach in time.

Your touch was so gentle that I couldn’t help but flying.

That’s the only reason I asked you to repeat yourself the second time.

I began to live for someone else and no wonder it was you.

It was me and you and nothing else I imagined with no clue.

You were an extraordinary creation of god I ever came across.

The only thing I couldn’t see and still can’t , are and were your flaws.

To me you were a picture with an utmost perfection.

A picture with no further scope for a correction. 

A picture which I still have in me, so clear and so clean,

Can't take that out nor can demean .

Your absence is always felt around once every week.

I am happy that I am still alive without you indeed.

It took more than a year to move on with that grief  ,

It was an innocent part of my heart attached and in you a firm belief.

I don't blame you for whatever has happened ,

It was destiny which was so keen to teach some lesson.

I learned the lesson in time but some part of me still weeps.

It took a while to figure out which part inside is still weak.

You are an inevitable part of me and will always be ,

The frame may get some dust or frost but the picture will remain the same beneath.

At last .......

I’ll take your memory with me , the only thing which is mine.

Will always keep you in my heart , the place where you are defined.

A MEETING

Was Looking For Your Glimpse From Inside Out,

But Saw You The Moment I Stepped Out.

U Were The Same Person I Talked On The Phone,

Voice , Looks , Nature Just Same To What I Was Known.

In Those 2 Hours I Met Someone Better Than I Thought,

So Pure ,So Live , So Down ,So Nice Never Once I Imagined Or Sought.

I M Thankful 2 D Almighty 4 Making You A Character To Play In The Drama Of My Life,

You May Not Know Who You Are , But In Short, Beyond A Sacrifice.

Your Love For Who You Are And A Sense Of Completeness Makes You Aberrant From The Rest Of The Planet.

Be Like That Always And Ever Because To Search Someone Like You Is Something I Haven’t Planned It.

I Don’t Know Why I Am Writing This For You ,

You May Like It Or Not But Its Only Done For A Few.

I Found A Big Part Of My Wisdom When I Talked To You And You Got May Be Bore,

A Person In My Creation Which Wasn’t A Creation Any More.

The Last Familiar Attribute Of Yours Was As Beautiful As A Butterfly On A Flower,

That Silent Walk Of Yours Made My Meet Complete And Gave Me A Content Full Shower.

It Wasn’t Less Than A Peaceful Sunset On A Beach With Only Noise Made By Sea,

It Was Overwhelming When I Recalled Wt Else I Found Which My Mind Couldn’t See.

I DESIRE

There's something that I need , there is something that I want.

My desires are endless and there are things that I take for grant.

I grant a desire to walk with you , no matter how far or near.

A desire to keep you happy and every time smiling with no fear.

Every time and everywhere I think of only you.

Every now and then its only and only you.

Its only you who have appealed to me so deep.

It was something about you which shook me and left me to weep.

It left me to weep all alone in your sorrow.

The only thing I wanted was the time if I could borrow.

If I could borrow the time on the cost of a regular paybacks.

Which would be nothing on the cost of your smile or to be with you or to have you back.

To have you back in the world where your miseries are just fine.

A world where I can proudly say that I am yours and you are mine.

Unexpected but Swallowed .... !!!!

I don't see any genuine reason why people make a few relations so complicated and step out of them without even letting the other person know about it. After boasting about their bravery and howling about there courageousness they do thing like a little puppy. At least they would have taken care of their words if not mine or at least told me the reason for the separation. I am not badly hurt but a little disappointed with the fact that after sharing precious and pure moments with someone who is not even your blood relative,turned out to be a waste of emotions, love and respect. though it is not mandatory that care should be done for someone in blood only but still one should have thought about it a little. Life goes on , it always does, However, if I would have had been in my teenage days I would have gone into depression and would have cried like anything because I respected that person and right now as well it does not feel good but my age is at a platform where I accept these sort of things easily.

Right now I was looking forward to unfollow her blog but I can't do that because I am sitting in my office and there are some restriction on our computer. Hopefully,I will do it at home if I remember to do so. There's something I would like say to that person "I respected you so much and considered you someone more than a normal person in my life and considered you precious for me. I always thought of ending all your troubles someday if I could , I was always ready to be with you or to do something for you , but what you did was something that I did not expected out of you. Anyways I do not want to wish you luck or anything simply because I don't want to.Also want you to stay where you are and do not even thing of coming to my life again if you are thinking of doing so after reading this (if you have read this). I don't want to know the reason for your action or for what you did simply because either it will be a lie or a framed story.Any reason coming from your way cannot justify your deed. Your Part In My Life Is OVER."

Thank You Google Blog , Just because of the space given to me by you, I do not feel suffocated anymore.

SO LOST

I Have No Story To Tell neither A Hand To Hold  ,

A Lost Soul With No Good Reason To Be Bold .

I Have No Reason to Smile neither a Joke To Crack ,        

It Seems I have everything but Something I Lack .

I Have a Heart to Give and a Hand to Shake ,

What's inside is above and I got nothing to Make.

My Walk has No End and The Destination Untold ,

A Lot of Anger in me Which is Yet to Unfold.

I Got No theme to wear Nor a Trend To follow ,

Its me , my sorrow and a bitter truth to swallow.

My zeal is lost and something in me has died ,

There's nothing left for me that I have tried.

All I want is a sleep , which has no certain end,

Want to rest in peace where there is no grief to attend .

MISS YOU

 
 I Miss The Time When I Had Love In My Life,
A Heart To Share And A Hand To Hold. 

I Miss The Time When Getting Ready Became Time Consuming, 
An Expectation Of Her Compliment And My Perfume Was Fuming.

I Miss The Time When My Smile Had A Reason Unknown,
A Soft Heart And A Face Who Never Frown.

I Miss The Time When My Eyes Forgot To Cry,
A Forever Smile, Where Hopes Were High.

I Miss The Time When Anger Was Nowhere,
A Graceful Face And Love Everywhere.

I Miss The Time When I Lived For Someone Else Too,
Where My Walk Had A Reason,A Reason To Meet U.

I Miss The Time When For Me Things Changed,
Every Deed Had A Purpose To Get Love In Exchange.

I Miss The Time When You Were With Me Every Night And Day ,
Where You Were Around Everywhere No Matter Where I Stay.

I Miss You And Will Keep Doing The Same , 
Its My Love In You Which I Want To Claim.

 I Miss The Time And Still I Miss You ,
Because My Heart Is In Me But It Beats In You .

MY MISTAKE

The Truth is that The Mistake has always been mine.... 

Wished to touch the Moon, 
Wanted Sky to be on this Earth, 
Asked Flowers to Blossom in Stones, 
Tried finding Fragrance in Petals, 
Wished that the Fire could give Cool Breeze, 
Finding Warmth in Snow, 
Whatever Dream I Saw , Destined to become the Truth....
And I was Destined to get PUNISHED.... 
The Truth is that MISTAKE has always been mine.... :-( :-) :-( :-)